Im sorry but does anyone else thrive off of misery like i do. i don't know, but for a while it made me very happy. I couldnt function right without it because i believed that things were going wrong when i was happy. i don't know why im writing this. Oh yeah... because i need inspiration for my series of drawings. If you don't already know, the stroy of Zeipharian Meigedon is a tragedy about the fall of a kingdom and the death of a family, as well as a little boy's dream of happiness and peace. I need more ideas to create characters from, so if you have any suggestions, let me know.